After living with Curt for a year and a half, not being with him is really weird. For the past couples of days, I've been going next door and running around with mom to keep myself busy. I feel like everyone has been telling me what my plans are, like this weekend I'm helping with a bridal shower, next week I'm supposed to be going to Grandma's house, etc. but this is a good thing. I want to try to keep busy. Especially right now, because they say the first month apart is the hardest. I think once I get a job and get into a routine it won't be so bad. Unfortunately, I can't really get into a routine because Curt is only going to be in Texas for a month and then he leaves again, so then we'll have to get into a new routine. We'll talk at a different time. It's nice to be back here, but I'd rather be here with Curtisimo.